I dreamed of my dear ex-friend.
I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this before but I dream about my “ex-friend” from time to time. If not once a week then maybe once in every two weeks? We haven’t seen/talk with each other for two years already so yeah, I’ve been dreaming about her for two years. 
Honestly, I don’t want to dream about her because the dreams are tormenting me. Well, usually the dreams are just okay, just slice-of-life dreams like meeting then talking – things we usually do before. Most of the time, the dreams felt so real and vivid and not dream-like.
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So the other day, I dreamed about her. The dream was a lot different from my other dreams about her. In that dream, I confronted her about every issues we have. It was so intense unlike the other dreams which were all calm and peaceful. It was like all my feelings I wasn’t able to express last February 27 (the BSB concert) was in that dream. It started when Floyd and I just finished eating in a fast food chain. When we were about to exit the place, I saw her in the hall or street or whatever so I said to Floyd that I have to meet her and so we chased her. But she was already gone by the time we exited so we looked for her. We saw a relative on the way so I asked her if she saw my friend and she replied that she didn’t. We also saw some high school classmates and I also asked them but they also didn’t see her. Then we bumped to a college classmate of mine (who doesn’t know my ex-friend in reality) – I also asked her but yeah, like the others, she didn’t see her too. So we went back to the fast food chain and there, we saw her eating with our common friend. I went inside and saw them walking away already (maybe because they saw me) but I’ve reached them so I confronted them with all my might. After that, the conversation got blurry or maybe I had woke up – I don’t remember anymore.
I can’t explain how I felt when I woke up but the dream felt so real. You know, that confrontation won’t happen in reality so I’m thinking that since I am the one who wanted a confrontation (because obviously, she doesn’t want to face me), I guess I can consider that the confrontation happened. I hope with this I can move on.
I dreamed about her again. 
I think I will keep on dreaming about her until we can fix things up. It’s just so sad because I know she doesn’t want to treat me as a friend again and that’s why, I’m determined to really stay away but with all these dreams, how can I do that? 
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That’s really weird.
Maybe you should get in touch with her and try to patch things up.
WEIRD.
Maybe you two need to talk in REAL LIFE or it’s just impossible?! O.O
your subconscious self tells you to do the action then. it might not be easy but talking to her is the answer.
just wondering, why were you not in good terms anymore? that’s sad
I’ve been blogging about her for a long time already. even back in 2008. I’m not sure if you’ve read an entry before, about a person I’ve had enough with? It was her.
archive.org has it (the layout in there is messed up, the entry is stil there, just scroll down if you want to read
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It started with that entry. At first I was the one who doesn’t want to talk. I guess that was for about a year. Then things got messed up and she found out about this and then now, she’s the one who doesn’t want to face me.
It’s really complicated.
maybe it’s time for a confrontation otherwise you will forever be hounded by dreams about her especially since its frequent. try to talk to her, even if you end up not patching your friendship, at least you’re able to let it all out. if you can’t meet her personally start with a letter. be it written or email. pour out all your feelings and hope that she’ll be able to understand