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Today, something made me (which I can’t recall already) browse the Backstreet Boys’ wiki page and related pages. It made me miss Kevin, actually.  I’ve reached the Unbreakable tour wiki page then found out that Kevin showed up at the end of their Los Angeles tour. I immediately searched for a fancam video of it on youtube: Continue Reading →

Wow! This is my 50th post! I’m glad that I’ve been actively blogging lately. Back in 2004, I used to blog like everyday! Though, posts were written improperly – like in SMS-style and my English was really bad, I think. I’d like to believe I’ve improved a lot now.

Btw,  the site ricambiamerica.com is selling Ferrari parts if you’re interested.

I don’t really know what to blog at this point. Hmmm. The FT Island concert/showcase was fun! It was a new experience. I feel like it can be a start of new things. Well, I think the Backstreet Boys Manila concert was the real beginning of a new chapter of my life. As well  as the closure of an old (and sad) arc.

As of now, I’m no longer broke. Yay. And so far, I think I can manage to have a steady income twice a month if, and only if I don’t procrastinate.

I decided to enjoy my life as it is. My life isn’t that bad. I have a wonderful boyfriend. He is not perfect of course – he sometimes annoys me but at least he’s here with me and for me. Well, I’m mainly writing this because of my so-called high school “friends”. Yes, I’m kinda dedicating this post to them. I don’t want to share what happened recently. Let’s say, I finally realized that they’re not my true friends anymore. Maybe before they were but right now, it’s so clear that the friendship is all over.

Last night, I attended the Backstreet Boys concert (I am blogging  about this later) in Araneta Coliseum – alone. It wasn’t bad – going out alone. I used to think that I always need to be with someone when going out. But really, doing things all by yourself is much, much alright than what I imagined. It may look like lonely from outsiders view but it actually isn’t. This reminds me of  the Japanese drama I’ve watched last fall – Ohitorisama. The main woman, Akiyama Satomi likes to do things all by herself. She wasn’t really lonely. In fact, she enjoys her life. And even though she ended with someone (who’s younger than her, btw ) in the end, it wasn’t really an “I’m-alone-and-lonely-I-need-someone” kind of story. Well, she still enjoys being alone at the end of the story.

So what I’m trying to say is who needs those friends of mine? I was like a fool trying to mend things. I used to think I need to know their side and them to know my side but with what happened last night, I think it’s really the best if I forget about them – surely, they don’t care about me anymore. Do I sound bitter? Well, I think being bitter is better than having false hopes that we can all still be friends.

So I’ll just enjoy my life as it is, work hard for my loved ones, get instant life insurance quote, treat myself alone if Floyd or my mom can’t come and meet new people or bond with old friends. I still have my college friends and online friends, anyway.

I am at peace right now. I can be happy now. Yay!

So everybody in this house love to play Rockband, the game. And right now, someone’s playing (just the guitar) “Highway Star” by Deep Purple.

Show Highway Star by Deep Purple lyrics »

I haven’t really paid attention to the lyrics before so I just found out that it’s a song about cars just now. Speaking of cars, I want to have a car! A Honda Civic will do. I don’t know how to drive though and I doubt that I can. But Floyd can drive. He used to have a car before and he used to take up an automotive course. He didn’t finish it though. If he did, he probably has an auto repair shop right now? But I think what he do right now totally suits him.

The problems with having a car: One, gas expenses. Tho I’m not sure if it’s cheaper than commuting or it’s the other way around. Two, when the car needs repair, the head gasket for example. If I’m in Los Angeles or near, I can search for Los Angeles auto repair shops but since I’m miles away, I can just go to somewhere near.

In other news, I will have money on friday!   I can now go to the Backstreet Boys concert on February 27 in Araneta Coliseum. But I’m kind of hesitating because someone has just died in my extended family.