Wanting to try out new and to forget the old things
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So time to update this blog. I’ve been quite busy lately. I’m working on a a wordpress theme for someone – it’s quite complicated so I’m taking too long to finish. 
Then there was the 2NE1PH gathering last saturday. I was supposed to attend it with Asrai-chan but she had something to do so I went by myself. But I was not actually alone because Shin (Both Shin and Asrai are online friends I met through my forum, Terebi Adikz) was there too. The gathering was held in Joo Sarang KTV in Makati. It was fun – met new people – but I didn’t get to sing! 
I wanted to sing but I was too shy and I really can’t pronounce Korean. orz
I wish there’s a Karaoke here for J-pop and Anisongs. I want to go there! For those who know a KTV for J-pop and Anisongs, maybe we can arrange for a group EB? :giggles:
2NE1PH Nov.14 gathering freebies 
A printed poster and a keychain (which is already pinned to my bag). Unfortunately, I failed to buy the cap and the jersey isn't seriously for my size. 
I kinda have this want – I want to socialize. I want to have new friends – or a friend. I’ve recently lost a great friendship and I just recently realized that the lost is huge. I am forcing myself to move on but everything, even just the little things, remind me of her. Like I want to tell her about this and that. Like I want to invite her – for example, to the Kpop Con. 
… It has been more than a year already since we last talk. I know myself that I’m the one to blame and I have my reasons. I just don’t know if she really knows my reasons and I don’t know her side too. Maybe she hates me now? I want to know. I think if I hear her side I can move on? Well, I just got tampo (OK, not sure about the english term for tampo, maybe hard feelings?) over probably serious things then I just stop talking to her.
Actually, I don’t really know what I want. I definitely want to know her side. And honestly, I want to make up with her but if ever that will happen, we will just go back to the reasons – the start of my tampo. As long as she is who she is. But I love who she is! I don’t make sense, I know.
I started to walk every morning, for about – I don’t know – 30 minutes? I don’t know if it really helps me but it actually feels good. 
I have to walk slowly though or else my left hip will hurt. I always walk from this house which is in El Grande Avenue (Btw, I’m currently living in BF Homes, Parañaque) to the park or to Aguirre Avenue. Walking in this subdivision is fun! 
I get to see a lot of Japanese and Korean establishments (I guess a lot of east asians live here.) like the Japanese/Korean grocery store. One of these days, I’m going to go in there – I really want to try the Japanese pudding! (Hey, is it Japanese?)
Speaking of Japanese (Well, I always blog about J-stuff, anyway), I’m in a Japanese movie spree right now so hmm, any suggestions? I’m currently watching the Koizora movie. It’s quite depressing, actually. 
I want the next one to be some kind of romantic comedy or just something that will make me laugh.
Tomorrow is… 
Twilight day! Who’s going to watch it? I and my bf will watch it maybe next week. 
I’m not actually excited, though. I’m done with the Twilight hype.
PS. I finally signed up to facebook! Please add me. 
Hi Rozeh, it sounds like you miss your friend a lot. Have you tried to get in contact with her? She probably misses you as well. Maybe if you contact her the two of you can get over your issues and rekindle your friendship. A good friend is so hard to find and so sad to lose. I guess time will tell. It’s good that you are going for walks.
I have never been to the Philippines but I understand it is lovely. We have a large asian community here in Los Angeles – many Japanese restaurants and clubs.
Good luck with your friend.
Katey Kay.
There’s also Japanese/Chinese Songs in Redbox KTV!
You’re feeling a little socially awkward right now – how would you overcome it if you don’t try (at least) to friend her?
Are you referring to the “ex” friend you told me about?